Thinking Aloud!

I just saw some pictures of two of my estranged friends while they were on vacation. Won’t deny for a moment I was terribly upset and jealous. I would certainly have loved to be there. But things are not the same as they used to be at the beginning of the year. One decided to throw me off the friends list and the other just decided to stop talking.

I have given it immense thought and certainly after getting upset and angry and agitated, I realised everybody has a right to make their choices. Am sure there is something that does not keep us as close as we were and if they choose to steer clear of my presence in their lives their reasons are certainly strong enough. It feels sad as I would have loved them to be a part of my life but nonetheless, like so many other things that ended in life this too had to end the way it did. Just sad the way things turned out but well when does it ever end well.

I had some great times with them and just do hope that with time we are able to get over the inexcusable incidents that shaped this departure.

This note would not be complete if I do not thank them for being there for me when I was far more clueless about myself than I am today. In their own way, they have helped me change a lot of things about myself which would not have been possible if they were not around to show me the mirror.